Have you ever been in a situation where you were just being a sponge, and suddenly you realized your soaking a lot of it up into your spirit (which is good), but in your mind your not learning a thing?
That is the realization that hit me today. (Wednesday Dec 17, 2008). I realized that God has been taking me to the woodshed for 2 weeks now, and He has been disciplining me, counseling me, comforting me, and breathing life into me. My spirit has loved it, but my soul (mind, will, and emotions) was still lagging way behind.
NOT ANYMORE! PRAISE GOD! Today, I had breakthrough revelation that will shape the way I spend the rest of my life.
Today I got free from conforming, doing things to please _____, selling out my calling in order to recreate someone elses vision, among other things. In the future this blog will consist of my Tuesday Night Reflections, and hopefully some entertaining blogs, but most importantly it will be used to let you guys know what God has been speaking to me, doing in me, and directing me into. It will also let you know my weaknesses and the things I am struggling with, so that you can go to war with/for me.
To start:
2 weeks ago today God gave me a prophetic word for the church today. It was a prophetic word for Overflow, but also, I believe a word for THE church. So this past Sunday I lent my time for preaching to the battle that is going on in the heavenlies for those Christians who have fallen away from faith.
It was powerful. Even before that Sunday we started to see some fruit from me praying the declarations in my private time with God. Since, Sunday we have seen some fruit.
This week I have also been begging God and making some prophetic declarations over some of my friends situations, and I am anticipating the GOOD NEWS that comes from their testimonies about how God came through for them. Please guys, share any testimonies with me, I want to hear all the GOOD NEWS in the Kingdom.
Then today, I began to get the revelation that puts together all of these different things I have been praying for, hearing, and declaring into the heavenlies. It was absolutely amazing. God began to speak to me so clearly, and quickly I was almost dizzy. (Praise God)
God answered my prayers for a new vision statement to help define who we are. Out of it, came this amazing revelation. “I had to repent for trying to recreate something that was meant for Clyde, Texas. We are the same DNA, and want to build the same type of church, but to recreate it was simply selling out and being lazy to what God has called me to do here in Appleton. God began to show me how that has hindered our growth and more importantly His presence in some of the things we have done.
Here is a declaration of what I am going to be doing in 2009!
- I am going to “Dream Big Dreams ” – I am no longer going to cap the size of church I want, or the amount of growth I want. I have been limiting an unlimited God!
- I am going to beg God to come through on those dreams.
- I am going to walk a dangerous, risk taking journey toward my destiny, allowing God to build the bridges in my life.
- I am going to beg God to show up in a manifest presence that allows us to worship Him freely.
- I am going to pray “stupid” prayers
- I am going to ask people for commitment
- I am going to cast the vision of leadership and hold them to it!
- Invite everyone to something (Life Group, Sunday Service). I mean everyone. What have I got to lose?
- I am not going to be ashamed to just let people know that I am totally in love with Jesus. I just love Jesus!
- I am going to love Jesus without abandon (like a man/woman trying to win someone’s heart in a sappy love story)
- I am finally going to be ME!
Join me on this journey! I need you to partner with me.
God is about to do some awesome stuff. I am ready for the ride, are you? (Either way, buckle up!)